Saturday, September 20, 2014

Inspiration

According to Merriam-Webster

in·spi·ra·tion

noun \ˌin(t)-spə-ˈrā-shən, -(ˌ)spi-\
: something that makes someone want to do something or that gives someone an idea about what to do or create : a force or influence that inspires someone
: a person, place, experience, etc., that makes someone want to do or create something
: a good idea


     Despite the neutral stance of some nouns, inspiration carries a positive connotation. It invokes thoughts of encouraging light bulbs, steps forward, arms to catch you when you fall and reasons to keep climbing life's mountains. Inspiration decorates the walls of doctor's offices, board rooms, classrooms and places of worship. It litters the cyber walls of Facebook, Instagram, Pinterest and others. Between the rants and crude humor it sits as a bright beacon reminding us that life's not all uphill and darkness. 
     Inspiration is the ladder out of the pit, the rope out of the well. It is the guiding light, the safety net, the first step on solid ground and the fuel for the dreams that make today bareable. 
     It comes in all forms. Words. Actions. Reactions. Decisions. Situations. Dreams. Desires. Attitude. People. Animals. Art. Numbers. Logic. Talk and silence. Company and solitude. Sunshine and rain. Life and death. 
     Inspiration comes to us on its own and it needs to be sought. Sometimes it is hard to find and sometimes it is waiting on your doorstep. But it is always there in the last place you look. 
     To discuss my inspirations, their sources and their impact, I would need years and a very captive audience. As most people, I have faced steep mountains and deep valleys. I have been in the pit, in the well, on the losing end. Life is a roller coaster, sometimes you scream and sometimes you vomit but there is no getting off the ride until it's over. 
     Through the darkness though, I have touched the ladder, held the rope and followed the light. And in turn, I have extended the ladder, steadied the rope and directed others to the light. 
     Life is about give and take. Blessings and sacrifice. Caring about myself and caring about others. Receiving help and giving it. 
     With a thankful heart I want to acknowledge some of my inspirations. Due to time and amount of space, I will narrow the list to those inspirations that relate to my writing. 

To the One that Created me and gave me the words. 
To the Ones that raised me. Who never made me feel like I was anything but loved for who I was
To the One that walks beside me. 
To the One that pushes me. 
To the Ones that humor me and are honest with me. 
To the One as strange as I am. 
To the Ones I miss everyday. 
To the Ones that don't exist but are very real. 
To the Ones that share their stories
To the Ones that lived their lives. 
To the Ones that have hurt me and forced me to overcome
To the Ones I never met
To the Things that fuel my dreams. 
To the arms ready to catch me and there to steady me. 


Though not have been people or living things at all, all have been my inspiration. 

Some Quotes that decorate my walls. 














Photos and Memes taken from: http://www.deviantart.com/morelikethis/276560994/cartoons?view_mode=2#skins  Featuring Chalkzone
http://alisonsiple.com/516430/harold-and-the-purple-crayon-chicago-childrens/  Featuring Harold and the Purple Crayon
http://bestpostarchive.com/page/17
Misery by Stephen King 
Ghandi
Vincent Van Gogh
Holley Gerth
Albert Einstein 
Pinterest

If anything is misquoted or attributed to the wrong source the fault is my own. 

Sunday, September 14, 2014

Review: Spiritual Misfit: A Memoir of Uneasy Faith by Michelle DeRusha

     In life, we search for the path to take. Our feet move forward, our eyes look back and forwards, darting every which way in between. Our minds think clearly…in small spurts. Most of the trip it is knotted in a muddy haze of options, fears, hopes and self-doubts. Our ears seldom listen to the sounds of the present but focus on the voices of the past and unfortunately, the negative drowns out the positive ones. There are others around us, never on the same path but intertwining or running parallel.
     Spiritual Misfit: A Memoir of Uneasy Faith by Michelle DeRusha is a story of one woman’s path. From a young age, Michelle fought with the ideas, traditions and interpretations of religion. Life, as it does, goes on with its mountains and valleys. The constant rollercoaster of trials and victories, setbacks and praises, moments of light amidst the darkness. Michelle tells her story of faith, both lack thereof and sparking growth. Her voice is unique. The story is her own, every word. Humor and whit bring her ideas, struggles and breakthroughs to life.
     Spiritual Misfit is not only a story of finding faith but it is story of walking the road from childhood to adulthood. Things we see as children can take an invisible hold on us and permeate every aspect of our lives. As we grow, we learn to discern, to see things for what they are. We learn not only analyze but also, hopefully, we learn to break down the molds of logic, cynicism, and fear. Michelle reached a point where she saw where she had been, where her feet were heading and where she wanted to be. In bravery, she adjusted her path and made her way toward her goal.
     The journey is never easy, especially if you change your way but taking that step in faith, towards faith is worth every stumble. Michelle approaches a life of faith with real struggles. She paints the picture of real world issues and choices. Spiritual Misfit is a story of grace filled with uncertainty, fear, doubt, guilt and growth told with an amazing humor that allows the pages to keep turning with awestruck speed.

Doubt and faith can coexist. We are human. I believe that God doesn’t desire perfection but faith.

     Whether you are a Christian, considering a life of faith, lost on your path, in the mood for sarcastic humor or somewhere in between, Spiritual Misfit may be just what you need.


“I know in my heart and soul that God loves me exactly as I am, His beloved misfit.” Michelle DeRusha.